Broken Language

[Verse 1] I fell in love with her back in junior high You assumed it right No dress, suit and tie For a happy groom and bride I won't be scrutinized This might not be polite But I'm through with lies I'm just tryna shed some light I knew how I felt even when i was a punk Back when i rhymed, i bmx bike off the jump I knew what it was, didn't wanna be a chump Cause if i told the other guys then they'd probably get me jumped I hooked up with your friend, didn't give a shit A 12 year old too concerned about his little dick And where it was going, thank God it started growing But that was just some foreshadowing So nah, i won't belittle shit I gotta live with it, and die with it too A young man with regrets, ain't nothing new Tryna fix something that's broken ain't much to do Even if you never want nothing you got shit to lose [Hook] I wrote a million songs, and they all about you Where did we go wrong, what did we go to Cause all of me then, was screaming and yelling And ain't no telling, why we so broken [Verse 2] I was coming out my skin when you gave it up to him After all we went through and everywhere that we'd been My mood swings swinging like fuck it really depends Stop playing the background acting like i'm just a friend The night he died, i never told you this Thought about what you were going through, nearly made me sick I said ? was my attempt at consoling you You had a hole in you, instead of trying groping you I tried to make you whole and new, that's what a man supposed to do Consider this a love letter, long overdue I'd say all the same shit if i was alone with you But i'm not, i'm writing and i'd probably smoke a bowl or two Now you been hanging with that mother fucking prick sally Then you pushed me on that imgur, bitch bally I know i can't fix that past with a little song I just wanna tell you i loved you all along [Hook] I wrote a million songs, and they all about you Where did we go wrong, what did we go to Cause all of me then, was screaming and yelling And ain't no telling, why we so broken [Bridge] All we know is broken language And all we spoke is broken language How to cause this pain and anguish All we are is broken, so broken [Verse 3] Go figure, it can't be Been together 6 months, now what? i gotta leave I guess timing was never really our thing So despite with the money and the fame gunna bring I'm, so sorry you tip toed I had to let go, and what the fuck ...... Hiding me from your parents on the down low There's a metro north ticket Where do we now go? i don't know No regrets about the years that we made it work When your mom was diagnosed, so you had to play the nurse And i tried to make it home, but i had to make the first Having different walls against our backs only made it worse I hit the road, then pop the bottle shit Best believe that i never fucked those model chicks At least i didn't when i was still with ya Gotta write more, a 16 will paint this whole picture Cause, it's always second guessing and the paranoia sets in And the hole that we were left in got us arguing and stressing Broken to the point we wonder where the pieces from More concerned about losing them than keeping them I wish we had the will to believe, i wish we had the will to stay Life's a reflection of what you see But you need to know when to look away [Hook] I wrote a million songs, and they all about you Where did we go wrong, what did we go to Cause all of me then, was screaming and yelling And ain't no telling, why we so broken [Bridge] All we know is broken language And all we spoke is broken language How to cause this pain and anguish All we are is broken, so broken