Parachutes (Nicki Minaj/Jez Dior Remix)

[Verse: 1] Ashtrays keep cigars, backroads and broken hearts That's just what I feel like, nothing that'll fill right, stuck into my past life Wonder if you're thanking me, thanking me Wonder if you're needing me, needing me Hope that you see now that I gave it my all and you realize everything we could be Well, fuck that, I don't wanna be nice Rather scream back, when you're screaming at night Just forget about the truth, you're always right Life ain't given no directions so I'm left to right, left to right Feels just like I'm loosing the fight, loosing my fight Darkness overtaken the light, well, fuck that Relapse on love, but it only seems I'm that never enough So poor me a drink, poor me a drink Fuck what you think, I'm sitting here waiting to bring Saying ''who have I become'', looking in mirror now I just wanna run She never wanna stay now she just wanna come Tell me where the love at, I just feel numb Only thing I feel these days is this rum, only thing I feel these days is this rum [HOOK] I need more alcohol and more weed I can't take the thoughts in my mind I'm sick of all the places I see Feel I'm always wasting my time right now I need my parachute when no one's around When no one's around And I can't get you out of my head I'm still holding on to the past Repeat all the words that you said Should've known that we wouldn't last right now I need my parachute when no one's around When no one's around I hit the ground When no one's around, when no one's around I hit the ground When no one's around, when no one's around [Verse: 2] Small town, local bar Order more shots like we're hollywood stars I'm saying fuck tonight, honestly, girl, I just wanna fuck tonight Forget love, I'm feeling like it's kryptonite, shit Is that the reason that I choose to write, shit Is that the reason that I'm stuck in this life Is that the reason that I'm doing what I'm doing tonight? I don't get you, never could Thought that you loved me, misunderstood You promised me that you would never leave And honestly I never thought that you would Love when there's blessings, hate when there's lessons Years worth of love could be crushed in just seconds And I don't get it, never will I just need drinks and some more of these pills Swear I'm so reckless, am so reckless You never wanna say now you just wanna text it I don't need affection, I just need direction Fuck with these blogs that's giving me rejection I don't need it, I don't need it Do it on my own and I'm let em all see it Like damn, I'm the best in the biz, best with the griz Dropping all my pain with this shit, like Many of ya'll been in my shoes Right now I'm just feeling so used And when I'm crashing down tryna leave this town The truth is I wanna be with you [HOOK] I need more alcohol and more weed I can't take the thoughts in my mind I'm sick of all the places I see Feel I'm always wasting my time right now I need my parachute when no one's around When no one's around And I can't get you out of my head I'm still holding on to the past Repeat all the words that you said Should've known that we wouldn't last right now I need my parachute when no one's around When no one's around I hit the ground When no one's around, when no one's around I hit the ground When no one's around, when no one's around When no one's around, when no one's around When no one's around, when no one's around I hit the ground, ground, ground Ground, ground ground