Winter sleep

It keeps coming back to me I remember this pain It spreads across my eyes Everything is dull Everyone's smiling, they're smiling It pushes me far far away I can't understand Everything is blue Can you hear me out there? Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart I'm gazing from the distance and I feel everything pass through me I can't be alone right now Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart I'm lost in a deep winter sleep I can't seem to find my way out alone Can you wake me I know when I let it in It hides love from this moment So I guard it close I watch the moves it makes But it gets me, but it gets me I wish I could understand how I Could make it disappear, make it disappear Anyone out there hear me now? Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart Kiss my lips And maybe you can take me to your world for now I can't be alone right now Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart Please make it all go away Am I ever gonna feel myself again? I hope I will