Fantasies

Last night I saw myself in reflections from the light Could not find my own face Past times I kept on going in spite of the bad times Now that fire is fading I might fall into the notion that I am bright But you find my weakness Tired eyes from work I do for you it's never right So I'll find my own way I'll change directions These expectations take it all from me No more deceptions I can't go on living a fantasy anymore I've tried to keep moving with no reward in sight Pretending time stopped ticking This lie has kept me wide awake at night And it defies all reason But I'll change directions These expectations take it all from me No more deceptions I can't go on living a fantasy anymore I can't go on living a fantasy I can't go on living your fantasy anymore