Sometimes I Get So Low

[Verse 1: Novi Novak] Young minds are the hardest to protect That's why my eyes are scarred more than any other flesh It's from shit that I seen that done made me hate me Thoughts I ran from that always chase me People hate me or love me They words need a mask sometimes, it gets that ugly But I'm alive so it's all lovely Plus I got two meanings when I say that my father above me My insecurities just make me plummet Without my flow I'd kick my bucket And I won't lie inside bottled up from it I'm as empty as a super model's stomach [Hook: Novi Novak] Sometimes I get so low Looking at my life like, where did it go? And oh And sometimes I just don't know Just a day at a time and I'm taking it slow And oh [Verse 2: Novi Novak] Socially deprived, so socially inside It's ten times harder to have a good girl by my side I feel socially weird or awkward And can fight like my life depends on it but talk nerd Smooth as soft serve swerved So rest assured Emotion is stirred supers from the verbs I word Oh, you ain't heard? I inspire, cater to it Help you through your ups and downs This elevator music But, there's break downs from going 8 rounds From people dogging me that just won't stay down So now they proud, saying "Who gon' save ya?" Cause I'm barely above water like an alligator So, they got me thinking "What if they right?" So I cried and wrote this song the same night Singing… [Hook] [Verse 3: Novi Novak] I just imagine a million kids rapping Acting how I have been Mad when they saddened Feeling trapped, abandoned and backed in The corner cause the world ain't never fair And the people they needed was never there So I put my all into these lyrics Heart and spirit For the kid in me I lost and the kids who hear it Cause I know, from the second I understood I was flesh Living in general has been Gods harshest test And they don't know about the 30 day jobs that I done seen Or how I'd have four at a time to save for that green Or for my dream For years barely slept, pumped caffeine Man, goddamn They don't know what that mean So that's why I tell all these kids Just keep going Even if it don't feel like it's showing Just keep that hard work flowing Cause even I say… [Hook] [Outro: Novi Novak] I don't know I'm just gonna eat my carrots now *chewing carrots* Delicious *laughs*