I Suppose

[Intro: Novi Novak] I like that right there We can roll with that So I go And i suppose my heart done froze What'd I say? That's the life I chose [Verse 1: Novi Novak] So much to talk about, I don't know where to start Was in the light but I wound up in the dark I played my part, yes I did I make my art, that's how I live Just blown from the stress that I know I can't handle And I confess I feel it flicker my candle But I'm all good Yeah I'm all good But Ay, that pain don't go away That hurt live here And I'm neighbours with the trouble, so he always be near I'm still poorer than a bitch but I'm morally rich It took my life to learn this and so I wouldn't even switch Keep your money I'd rather hate you than hate myself And walk around feeling funny, only held up by the wealth It's a long fucking road from here to blessed And I suppose my quest in this beautiful mess [Hook: Novi Novak] I suppose in this life I know There's only so many routes to go So I go Down that road And I suppose my heart done froze And nobody 'round me knows But that's the life I chose Goddamn it's cold [Verse 2: Novi Novak] And to my father, who's been gone 20 plus years Is it your fault I've built so many fears? No father figure to figure who's looking back in these mirrors Or differentiate a man and child's tears I fear, I got the substance right here, because the abuse So I'm allowed to fail but what's your excuse? They say it takes pain to progress But I promise my progression don't show How much pain I possess Cause I'm a man out here, but a child at heart Take every beat and finger paint my art Check the chart, underdog, no swings or parks Got my script but won't play that part For these vulturious sharks So day to day, they still don't believe in me And honestly it's been eating me alive recently So it's hard for me to even be around where some people be They say I worry too much, I'm just who I need to be Cause it's my life [Hook] [Verse 3: Novi Novak] Now I, see rivers of green and shit like that The other side of the fence but I can't get back I feel like life has changed and I hate that fact But now I, I freestyle sing and you ain't know that And it'll sound like this, it comes out like that I gotta little bit of this and a little bit of track That [Hook]