Self Medicating

[Verse 1] I'm seating here staring at the wheel Eyes reder than the break lights Parked with the keys in the ignition But I'm drunk so I can't drive, yeah You can tell by the speech there was something in the water Plus I'm smoking on them Leaves same colour as the dress that I bought her [Hook] I'm sorry, She's Sorry Everybody's got some fucked up apologies Thank you mama, for tryna raise me Though I wish I wasn't alive somedays No Palm trees, no corn greens Just a young corn underneath this concrete Its your fault, We could have had it all So tonight I'm gonn' ball 'till I fall But uhm [Hook] I'm not addicted to drugs I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah I'm not a victim of love Everyone's jus' hatin', they jus' hatin' yeah, yeah You said I'm missing something beautiful I jus' wanna see the same things that you saw But uhm I'm not addicted to drugs I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah [Verse 2] I'm Puffing lye on a saturday night Thinkin' I'm losing my religion The next morning hung over At the sunday service qouting scriptures, yeah I know I'm not afraid of dying But maybe I'm afraid of living Cause life ain't promised to us all But I know death is given [Hook] He is sorry, she is sorry Everybody's got some fucked up apologies Thank you mama, for tryna raise me Though I wish I wasn't alive most days No Palm trees, no corn greens Just a young corn buried in the concrete Its your fault, We could have had it all So tonight I'm gonn' ball 'till I fall But uhm [Hook] I'm not addicted to drugs I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah I'm not a victim of love Everyone's jus' hatin', they jus' hatin' yeah, yeah You said I'm missing something beautiful I jus' wanna see the same things that you saw But uhm I'm not addicted to drugs I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah I'm just self medicating, medicating Yeah [Instrumentals] [Hook]