Alaska

[Intro] I fell in love [x5] [Hook] I fell in love with a stripper She fell in love with a rapper Ain't no happily ever after Nigga I'm Alaska I'm cold and I'm lonely I keep my enemies close and I feel distant from my homies [Verse 1] I'm sorry for the confusion I know no man is an island I never had those illusions What the fuck in God's name, in Sam Hell was I doing? Fixing small town problems with big city solutions My sense of self in ruins I read some self-help books and I made some sense of self improvements I'm stronger and I'm smarter, got katanas and an armor I'm Monsanto and a farmer, Pontius Pilate and a martyr Jesus Christo Marcus Aurelius and Socrates Pinpoint my own faults and make no apologies My ex got a new piece of shit and I'm kinda glad for her At the same time still pissed, I need a catheter [Hook] [Verse 2] I got a bad feeling I've got a glass ceiling I pray I don't hit it Won't catch my ass kneeling Half villain, half reluctant hero Friendly-faced stranger to these average fucking weirdos Wanna go to the mountains, maybe I'll let my beard grow Then I can [?] models and make Euros Yeah, man I'm Alaska, Yeah [Hook x2] Keep my enemies close and I feel distant [x3]