Halo (Disappear/Reappear)

Under my halo I have trouble seeing clear You held my hand tight Waiting to watch me disappear I wasn't honest To tell you the truth I wanted it all but I want you too All of the lessons disappear Still haven't learned to be comfortable here Making my mind up Making an effort is a start It's easy to die here Easier still just to fall apart All the excuses; All the copouts Take it like a man and shut your mouth Yeah I could make it on my own I watched my grandfather die alone Now that I'm alone here Feels so familiar; Feels so strange Running in circles Chasing the echoes of your name When I try and tell you You say I don't care Goddamn it I do and don't you dare Make me reason to get even for the flood of your tears I watched you disappear I was disappearing You reappearing I was disappearing Disappearing