Unsafe Haven

I'm roaming outside my safe haven followed by an angel With a crooked halo, hey world Hey world, hiding while this pain grows And I'm just trying to maintain and take it as it the... And I'm just trying to maintain and take it as it the... Now I could graze it with my fingertips Though this is all a simulation look how real it gets Empty, till I dug in for something Since then my limits been adjusted to shit the Guiness ain't publish, yet Underrated, just know degrading me's worthless Found it, no mistakes that void is shaded on purpose Surrounded, by the least grounded Hounds hounding me growling, trying to get me to eat what they're chowing Weak, how can I not stress? My body has me suffering Fed by elites face smugged, while obviously corrupted Lobbyists run economy while the stock market's fucked with So how am I to trust this, when Obama's just a puppet My momma bought a house and lost it Where was her bail out ya'll, but yet her pill habit the government supports it Real talk shit, hold your applause, as my thoughts shift I value criticism, depending on who the source is Of course this is a course that's less traveled But you can't settle and never concern where you end up Just slipped, and it was so hard not to surrender But I skipped the fall, so I'll be gone til November And this zone, only I can enter These others cats ain't on my antenna, fuck em Trumping the odds like its nothing at all On the plus side, negatives worked like golf, getting me up to par Dog, what started inauspicious Guarded and timid, has evolved I'm no longer constricted By all the lies, and i will not oblige My pride's my ride or die guide, la da da da Shit probably my stock'll rise when I'm not still alive To be real most ain't give BIg L props til he died What if I get shot and I die, huh? Y'all gonna say man that kid would've popped if he didn't get popped in his ride Damn that's life I guess, whats life or death Where you finally get that credit when they snipe your chest At night i'm stressed like "i'm nice, where's my success?" Then I think of my aunt when she put that pipe to rest And its clear, fuck, the hype, the press, the lights, ice, begets I'm getting more, they think I strive for less I just rep myself, fuck who I impress Don't know what i'll write next, just hope I'm taking righteous steps Man, life's like rollin a dice, trying to get twice your bet To get loose from this crisis, tight in debt Its a fight to the death, you'll never put quite to rest Like a psycho you wifed catching you skype your ex Yes, we're divided and on this song I'm wired to guide us The Golden Arm just trying to unite us And it seems like I'm blurred from the scene & I'm sightless Blackball speeding at me, I'm succeeding despite this I see it now, coming in 2nd ain't winning So the second i'm winded I'll dig and get a 2nd wind in Press to the ending, while the rest are sitting I know what I'm destined for, so I don't care if my records spinning Hey I know there's skepticism, but my investment's different I try to think like if Malcom X was living now The restlessness while he'd spread his wisdom For every single mom thats grinding through this reckless system Or every little child who's parents got a meth addiction Theres's more resources than ever, but there's less assistance How? Fuck that lesson, skip it I'm just venting, listen! (or not) I know a lot of things don't change, love, pain, both work the same That's worth to explain, when you gain and merge with a scene Only rehearsed in dreams I am reaching nirvana, while these haters take it in vain like Kurt Cobain Word, go ahead curse my name, wish me well, wish me fall I still got love for you all Let me make this solace inside me contagious While I infect you with a plague that changes your hatred, stay on this wave length I feel like a savior in training, save this You can't label me, stay away from me majors And it ain't just standards that got me this cranked up, It's in my make up I could've jumped ship I stood now I'm anchored [Hook: Nino Bless & Neenah] I'm roaming outside my safe haven followed by an angel With a crooked halo, hey world Hey world, hiding while this pain grows And i'm just trying to maintain and take it as it the day goes Preparing for the day I'm summoned by my maker I'm laced up, don't need to need to stay up, hey world Wake up, struggling to grieve with all this Though it seems too hard, It's all too far a stretch but I'ma reach regardless