No Love

[VERSE 1] It’s easy to watch shit that’s passive, the obsession is drastic You more focused with some actors’ life, while yours slowly passes, by By, that’s why I move at my own pace, and I'm so straight Headed the wrong way, but I don't trace Ho wait, no team, I carry my own weight I hold face, steady flow, fuck if they going hate When I’m on, what they going say? No space, went from no name, to a story, that you could unload on Broadway Sister raped, nephew's my brother now, dad’s responsible Staring at my pops at the hospital, when I promised to Step it up, and raise’em like a man, and be a father too Seen no hope in the doctor’s eyes, he's like "there's nothing I can do" Could've been a part of the hottest group, that’s an honor too Shit, here’s the truth, two wanted me in, not the other two Crooked told me, “Nino if you ain't in, then I’m out the group” I told him, “No homie, you do ya thing, that is not the move,” How am I bitter, if I moved aside, with a guided view? I took this lane, you might not get it, that’s just what riders do Bitch, I'm glad that you ain't me, cuz I would cry for you Since you apply how you would feel to me, now look what I could do Guess I'm more man than you, if you couldn't stand the hand they handed you We're just different mammals, I handle my handle dude They tend to spit with no filter but my defense is quick When I try to speak on my behalf it’s "Why so sensitive?" Don't mind the skeptics, but I don't comply to censorship It’s eye for an eye, you poke at mines, I'm at ya retina bitch Love me or hate me, fuck it I don't care If you don't like what you seeing, then don't stare [HOOK] And that time's come I opened myself to the world, I heard the screams, shouts, love, fake cheers, and The doubts If I get, no love, no love So be it, I ain't grieving, I’m still blessed Used to try decipher the which from the which But you'll see nothing exist, if you sit where I sit Guess I get no love, no love Fuck it I'm still blessed [VERSE 2] In this life, no thriller ends, the devil sends, that heroin The seven sins, is prevalent, here the hero never wins Then again, all this pessimism that’s withering Within, leaves me undriven, I think I need some Ritalin I know what it’s like in that dark room that you sitting in Ya chips are thin, you getting slim, tryna change what you picturing Gas bill fucked, and ya praying, wishing the winter end Asking soon, moms like no, you cry “When will it then?” These oil corps, are indilligent, drop waste and drill in Latin countries They killing the poor it’s sickening I’m getting off topic; it’s worth it, so just keep listening Cause at the minimum, at least you got a hidden gem The past haunts, it hurts now like I was feeling then But only when I think of mistakes, the plot is thickening I ain't think twice when I made all off my decision then Some folks I kept close, these days ain't even distant friends Weathering the storm, and these women ain't how you picture’em I’m hip to’em, they like to play so innocent Meanwhile they more evil than, George Zimmerman, taking flicks of him, eating Skittles then, sending’em to Tray's family posed in a villain grin Ever loved a girl even after that bitter end But couldn't rebuild that feeling the wounds was just too indolent My peeps tell me, don't worry it'll get better, man But fuck that element, I’m tryna be a better, man So now I do for me, this ain't for show, (how it’s supposed to be) On these road to riches, hope my flow can chauffeur me And everything that was close, will seem afar in sight Nope, rewind that back, I said will seem of foreign sight I'm moving on ain't no looking back what I lose is gone Take my baggage unload a brag bit into a stupid song I right my wrongs killed that life of a don I'm back in that dark room I mentioned earlier, but now that light is on [HOOK]