Alone

I'm so bad I've done worse than kill and steal I'm so bad It's getting harder to conceal I've made these mistakes that I can't make up So many cuts I can't sew shut (So lets tear them up) I'm so bad Self-destruct another night I'm so bad That I can't even make it right Don't wanna be alone I know I went too deep But at lease I'm not alone Try to understand Breaking is the only way When I'm out of tricks up my sleeve I can't be honest, Even with myself (I've made a mess again) Breaking is the only way that i don't fall apart It's so wrong How I've used you for a crutch It's so wrong I've Fucked up and lost your trust Too late for tour niquets and bandages I'm damaged goods and that's the way it is Don't wanna be alone I know I went too deep But at least I'm not alone Try to understand Breaking is the only way When I'm out of tricks up my sleeve I can't be honest, Even with myself (I've made a mess again) Breaking is the only way that i don't fall apart (that i don't fall apart) The Bloods is off my hands and that's okay It's what I thought I wanted but that's changed Don't wanna be alone I know I want too deep But at lease I'm not alone Try to understand that I hate the way I am Breaking is the only way When I'm out of tricks up my sleeve I can't be honest, Even with myself (I've made a mess again) Breaking is the only way that I don't fall apart