Doubts Even Here

[Verse 1:] Those steps which seem to take a lifetime When eyes just turn and stare Day begins, collapsing without warning You fade from sight, there's nothing there [Verse 2:] No hope allowed, calls are answered daily Questions are on your side Deeply moved, beyond all consolation You felt the pulse now hear the cry [Verse 3:] In my mind thoughts are becoming clearer I'm watching every move you make Counting time spent in observation A single blow, a false mistake [Outro, lyrics in parentheses spoken by Gillian Gilbert:] Then you revealed to me All that I need to know now Then please don't turn away Why can't I talk to you now (The close went down to times too, too much behind us) There's nowhere left to go Where is this taking her and how? (The number of forgotten years when my honour isn't the deepest Grows the deepest feeling and it grieved for safety and despair) There's nothing more I want To know beyond your trust now (The torish threats forevermore, over our natural favour And us and he's and I'll fall, far in it, and it sees enough In our failures and it's not time.) Don't throw our joy away Why must you just you leave now? (I missed his promised time again, for my friend) Memories are all that's left I need you near to me now (Has God forgotten to approach us? Has He rememberd to not despise us? There, now, now, don't come to mind my deeds And call out in defiance of times gone by)