Table's Turned

I felt the weather getting better, but I couldn't feel my feet I always felt so cold in your company I guess that maybe we should settle this Blame it all on me I don't care anymore, won't you please just let me be? Bend the rules until they break You always knew just how to make me fall to me knees I felt so sick, ill at ease But I'm getting better And I hope that this time you finally see That you can't get away with everything I moved on and the world opened for to me The thought of you use to make me cave in Gave you a chance but you threw it all away The tables turned and there's nothing left to say Done being a wall you lean against Just needed some time so I could Open up my window Let the air clear out my head Think how fast the years go and all the things I left unsaid Another old regret that I'll hide beneath my bed I guess some distance was the best cure for this But rest assured it's not you I miss anymore And I don't care where you lay your head at night Because with you it's all swings and roundabouts Gave you a chance but you still wouldn't hear me out And I hope that it kills you I'm happy now I hope you hate the taste of your own medicine Those skeletons buried in my head And all the thoughts I have of you, make me wish we never met And I don't care where you lay your head at night I know I won't miss the smell of you in my room You presumed that I'd feel the same Drive home and think about the things I said You never learn from this you just expect You are my hesitant smile You are my crippling doubt You're everything that I hide about myself You are every lesson I've learned with every leaf that I've turned The very reason why I won't let this happen again I found the side of myself I thought I left behind And I'll do the same with you this time