Get My Head Together

[Esham] I hear a voice in my head, my head hears voices So many choices I'm coming down off a bad trip, and I'm sick of all the bullshit It ain't my fault, it's all my fault, who's fault is it ? It doesn't matter, can you understand I live the life of a madman I'm psycho, suicycho Not Michael on a motorcycle I can't understand myself Man I need help Who am I ? Am I who you thought I was If not too bad cuz I ain't trippin, nah I'm trippin, cause you know I be trippin You don't know me How you gonna know me when I don't know me I try to get to know myself Self knowledge and tell myself They're all gonna laugh at me.... I gotta get my head together [Esham] I gotta get my head straight, I'm losin my mind Givin you a piece of my mind I got somethin on my mind one time But heyyy nevermind I'm losin my sense, I got no sense No nonsense, mo dollas than cents Since I'm dyin The world may never know if I'm lyin Lyin in my grave Heyyyy... I think I need a shave What's my name ? Who stole my brain ? Who should I blame ? Blame it on the boogie, blame it on the rain I can feel yo pain I'ma say, heyyyy I forgot what I'ma say Who, what, when, where, why, how ? I gotta get my head together [Esham] I got to get it straight, I got to get it straight I can't really wait, I can't really wait For my mind, making my mind, I'm losing my mind So do you mind, I don't mind if you don't mind Cause what's yours is mine But I need my own You know what I'm sayin holmes You don't know cause I don't know So get that my names Esham Slit your wrist, drink a orange juice Hallelujah Suck my dick, what's it to ya I'm from nowhere, I comin straight outta nowhere And going nowhere Mo dope, mo dope, mo coke for the fiends to smoke Hit me, come get me lock me up I don't give a fuck I gotta get my head together [Esham] Man I'm back, I'm the black devil and that ain't no joke What's up, who's playin that beat Comin thru in the backseat Cheap shots,cheap tricks But you can suck on my toe hey hoe you know That I'm the black bro I still don't know where I come from Lick my balls till my dick's numb Dum diddy dum diddy dum dum Redrum, I feel like a redrum E-S-H-A-M Why I'm talkin bout him ? Is that me ? You can't see what I can see Man whateva I gotta get my head together