I Had a Choice

[Mark T & Sonny] Holdin' hands, strollin' through the park (Oooohhh) Sweet memories (Yeahhh) Are torn apart (Ooohh) I made a promise I could not keep (I could not keep) I played around, oh girl, I made you weep [Chorus- Mark T & Sonny] I had a choice, and I chose wrong I made a promise, girl, to leave it alone You gave me trust, I threw it away Baby, please [NBK] NBK Mark T Sonny, Son, Son Yeah How roses, love notes, and apologies does it take? How many more lonely nights do I stay awake? Reminiscin' of the times you would do whatever Sneak out your window so that we can be together And when your daddy said he would kill your boyfriend Not even he could seperate us back then I wish these thoughts would've been going through my mind When I broke this promise and I made you cry Forgive me, I wish it was a dream, that I might awake To your lovin' arms around me I guess I gave in to man's deepest weakness I'm at your mercy begging for forgiveness I had a choice and I chose wrong Now I'm trying to make it better writing you this song I love you more than anything up in this world Never wanna lose you, forgive me, girl, uh [Chorus] I sat back, took my time, wrote these rhymes Words I never express, the type of things that I'm sayin' Right out the top of the head, I ain't lyin' Even cried when I wrote it, and every time I read it Tear it up and throw it Think of back to the days when you didn't know what life was Cuz at the same time I gave it to ya, I took it from ya And now I understand why you can't look me in my eyes there again Sittin' underneath the candle light tryin' to 'rize the same lines Feel it even more when the paper tore from writin' so hard All hands down with my heart on the floor Cuz I knew I fucked up, comin' out a broken man Please, Lord, control my hand and have your angels bless these words ]From a man coming from a broken world And every time I stopped, your face I saw, your voice I heard Visions of your tears hauntin' my dreams Forgive me [Chorus] [Mark T & Sonny] Cuz girl, you know that I wanna love you forever more Forever and ever, never, n-n-never leave me, baby I wanna have you right by my side Cuz you are my lady Please don't leave me, baby, baby [Chorus to end] I got to have you by my side I made a promise, girl I wanna do you right Oh yeahhhh Lady, lady