Uplift

[Intro] I mean c'mon man I hear what people say But like, They say I'm misunderstood but you know what I think I'm more complex than that man [Verse 1: Nalyd Ecitsuj] This morning I stood up, held my chin up without any alarm Calm as I walk along my hallways long I read the forums and moved on A new page yesterday's was spit on and torn Thorns in my sides when I claimed them on my head Nostalgia is gettin' me mislead and depressin' too those memories are dead Practice what you preach dude The best things are left unsaidand I'm laughing And I think I'm flashbacking and my words I'm writing are written from a Nalyd that is tougher than the last day of passing The world isn't mine just yet but that doesn't men I can't grasp it I wear a mask an for what reason Rap came in to relieve me and gave me reasonin' to keep breathing I'm slumped and I couldn't find out who I was and for some reason I had to remove some pain off my chest is it for fun or is this a test Lest we detest Nalyd Ecitsuj's not as good as the rest He set out on a quest to escape life Oh my god He's so stressed, He looks like a mess When will he stop I guess we can only guess He's beaten, He's a heathen It's spring time again aka Nalyd Ecitsuj season And now my feelings are colder and I'm only getting older Feeling pity for me? I'm done with it over I ate the chip off my own fucking shoulder Cause I'm hungry but I want to be thinner I can't get thinner because I'm eating these rappers for dinner and then asked for seconds Been gettin' handed a silver plate that says "Congrats Nalyd, Second Place" Took my fork and stabbed rap's face Silverware Be careful what you wish for I just to wish for a door and lay myself in the floor and slide my head up under that (so sore) And close my head in that revolving door Shot after shot; Blow for blow I'm going in like I ain't never went in before And only my mirrors and windows know when I would stand in front of them yo and flow mumblin' under my breathe some of the words I just didn't know them though If I can pretend a concert show and the house is packed Nalyd Ecitsuj Madison Square Garden; he sold out that Show, They chant my name and they know The words before I have an opportunity to say em' They know the beat before I even pick up the mic and slay em' I have to lay this down so I can rest and get at it again It's dreams that I'm seeking Seeing is belieing and I'm gonna get down own myself every single day until then So when you ask why everything Nalyd Ecitsuj says is in such a negative vibe I'm bullying myself to stay alive Being the underdog is the kinda things I like; It makes me wanna strive The underrated unexpected guy Let's say 27 Club was a lie and I can do this until I really die of natural causes Cause you're going to have to kill me to stop this And you can say all those words, flip me all them birds, flush me down with all them turds Throw me in the ocean with Aqua Man,Jaws,Shamoo and the motherfuckin' Lochness Cause I won't stop this talkin' until you take me six feet under, fuck this Do any of you need to get an ear rape from me cause I'm gonna force you to feel me Because as long as I'm still alive you just didn't kill me Words scar and egos bruise Until you walks one day in my Nalyd Ecitsuj shoes then you'll get halfa' clue to know why I'm doing this Not for me but for all of you Thank you This is Fluorescent Flowers I give you But Nalyd "Why do you keep puttin' out music?" Because music is a tool and I use it to say the things I was set here to do What else I got to prove to him and to them and to you that the very words I choose for you will be said just for ten views on YouTube "Can you take a hint Nalyd?, They don't like you" Such a try hard, My God mind-boggled Mindset of "think maybe making shit mixtapes and one day things u'll just click" And this shit wil have meaning And draw attachment toward it People will relate to it and my words will start to get more distored Picket signs thenvto riots my oh my Rest in peace Society will rise and punch me right between the eyes Until then I'll make a name for myself, I'll try and for this audio I'll die Why? because this is the only reason people say that I have a life [Hook] It's a fight, It's a battle It's a plight, It's my right See the light, And I won't quit to write Now I am feeling like I can rule the world I just might, Cause tonight I am fighting for my life