Tim

[Tim and his Mother arguing] (Tim loads his gun and shoots himself in the head) [Verse 1: Nalyd Ecitsuj] I see the hurt when I look into your eyes How you struggle to hold it and keep it bundled inside It drives a dull blade deep in my heart; it makes me want to cry So I offer you a hand to help wash away the rainy skies I'm running out of words, but I haven't yet made my message clear So if none of this makes sense, I just want you to know Tim that I'm here As a musician, as a friend, as a teacher, as a student To grow and realize that everything's in constant movement Each problem that we face is just a part of this movement It seems helpless, but if we stick together we'll get through it And return to the essence from which we've been uprooted And wake humanity from these illusions The second you can look into the sky and see your own reflection Tim I'm telling you I know tht when you're headed in the right direction The river ride ain't always smooth, but with it I live And everything is perfect, just the way it is [Hook: Nalyd Ecitsuj] Timmy, what are you gonna do When those walls start falling down Falling down on you [Verse 2: Nalyd Ecitsuj] Tim you gotta learn to see the beauty in each moment of life Everyone has different paths and we're seeing the light The world is divided between peasants and kings But the truth is everybody looking for the same thing Now I want you to know, The role you play is part of the whole Without you it couldn't be, and I mean that with compassion Look at this house of yours its been window smashed and your childhood has been cracked in half with busted floors and holes in the wall So if you ever need anything, I mean anything at all I'm here for you; all you gotta do is ask timothy I'm here for you, in the same way that you'd be here for me Each person is an intricate piece of infinite I feel like if you could see what I see Then we as humanity could be free I'm here for you, not for any self centered reasons I've been put in this place too Tim trust me I've talked to the demons But reality is different manifestations of one single mind You ain't isolated from the world Tim, even though it feels like that sometimes [Hook: Nalyd Ecitsuj] Timmy, what are you gonna do When those walls start falling down Falling down on you [X2] [Verse 3: Nalyd Ecitsuj] We're all born into this river without knowing how to swim And eventually we learn how to keep this water under our chins Some times this river is so cold to be in Freezing my soul, solidifying my skin Regardless of how far I see, I never see my travels end Were carried by the current, being driven by the wind The scenery we pass, we'll never see again So we store it up as memories and don't let go of them We're under a spell thinking the river should go straight We set goals and desires to control our own fate But all the pain we experience is a result of our expectations Because it's the rivers nature to twist and turn The shit can burn And I know it I have the same conflict But I try to sit and flow with this rivers natural process And sometimes when I watch myself float downstream I see the beauty of it all, and it feels like a dream And at that time I appreciate the rivers course Some call it God, reality, momentum, force I stare up at the naked moon, and she stares down at me Outside thoughts boundaries I'm all I look outward to see The universe is not something separate from yourself I know you feel alone, but that's why I'm here to help I know you feel alone, but just look up at the stars And everything that is out there is what you really are Each passing day opens a door for a better tommor'