Demons

[Verse 1: Nalyd Ecitsuj] Feel the pain deminish, When everything is finished I'm living without limits and It gets harder every minute And I fear the demons in my soul and they begin to take control Plus this pain has begun to take it's toll and I wanna escape and go rock n roll Living in Utopia until I come back around Rip another one so the world can't keep me down Take it to the face And I'll fade into the place where race ain't breeding hate watch me struggle through this maze I dream maybe one day I'll understand it This world needs a caretaker so I'll keep it in my hands set When I pause I used to think like you, But I realized that no one gave a fuck until you so I'm sorry for the rudeness but sometimes it just gets to me And I've seen some things that'll your eyes blow up real quick Yeah, I guess you could say I'm heartless I don't give a fuck about no one but me but I don't have to cause that was the old me All this money made me think fake bitches would fall to they knees And I ain't proud of it but I gotta live with it jeez Everyday I predict a ressurection But I don't have that drive to go hard; no erection I got protection but this world's got zero firewall and it feels like I can't be protected I can't fly away Why can I say Imma ball, Maybe it's because I'm from the trailer park burbs and hard work you should be givin' to I already got pain and I ain't snapshot no stills for it Heres a real story I'm rapping for every one that ever came before me But I gotta get what is mine and I can't [?] Tired of being humble, I ain't gonna fall and crumble but I gotta [?] I'm feeling so devilish, these demons got me stuck in these speakers New millenia and I'm searching for the preacher I was once a hater of followers and now I'm a leader Why your all acting like goats little did you know I'm the Grim reaper The fact of it is I'd rather be an activist Minus the governement there all additives I'm looking to replenish my sins and become a good christian because thats expected when your from where i'm trapped in Bible is holy but page 1 i'm already shitting on it just from listening Demons around my soul are starting to fade So much anxiety, No longer can I wait Here is heaven do you want it No but I'm still late Word to the underground I'm bait Spitting because i'm a microphone fiend Purple and Green Null and void dreams Lost hope is flowing down a stream What is wrong with this mind, Failed goals I was once assigned Looking behind Fuck it, I'm one of a kind I'm one of a kind I'm one of a kind I'm one of a kind