Angel

[Verse 1] I used to love him like a secretary The sneaking off, foolish thoughts Plots of getting married The matrimony of my verse to his rhythm Was more than meets the vibe And 100 times the feeling From hell to heavens ceiling From dawn til after Evenings We rocked in secret Tho this thing we had was worth the Beatings Cause through my lens We were the picture perfect pair Pac and Pinkett, with the style Well connected then and now And when he'd come around I'd be too pressed A little bit obsessive But impressive Since I'm young and could finesse it Just a different form of intellect No need for explanation Once you get it, then you got it It becomes ya second nature But Seasons change as they do All tho they stay in place My summer sprang right into winter Through a fall from grace I plead for mercy through the hail And the heavy rain But nothing would subside Not even when he cried [Hook] [Verse 2] I love him and I hate to see him Broken hearted But who've pictured that my heart Is what I'd have to barter Pleading for bargains Like these couponing mommas At shoppers Cutting my losses for gains In hopes to feed him proper/ Nothing compared to the usual Inertia took it's toll We lost control And took a blow to the beautiful I had no choice But to let it be It's either him or me And i would give my life In hopes to set him free Because My bae don't mess around He never let up He overfilled the cup With just enough for me to trust Got me fading up n changin Springing forward like an equinox So I could drop a style 3 thou on ya speakerboxx But things change as they do All tho they stay in place Id like to hate But it's the way it moves And choices made But if the pressure of it all Would start to dissipate There'd be a possibility For me to get hear him say [Hook] [Verse 3] Dearly departed As we gather here today I make a wish for second chance And circumstance to change Not for critical acclaim That's that thang That blow your brain But that feeling that I got When we met in 7th grade Cuz nobodies perfect But your perfect for me It seems Nobody's real But you're the realest to me And if I had to spend my last Id bet it all on we Because chance If you don't take it Then success won't be Despite the heartache And high stakes The self doubt And mistakes I'd gladly break the bank And leave it all to fate But If heaven wants to wait Then I'd be down to stay But it's a waiting game And I just hope I got the heart to play