Seed

Fall down! Can't pick myself up off the ground Head down! I see catastrophe And it's right in front of me Mother, father! Please don't make me choose between you I love both of you Mother please, all I want to be is just little me Father please, all I want to be is your son No fair! Trespass the tiny mind of a child Despair! In my world surrounds me It's immersed me Rips right through me Remember! The day they told me I'm so scared? Suffer! My wounds not healin' Mother please, all I want to be is just little me Father please, all I want to be is your son Sometimes! In dark my mind will roam To a time! I spent alone As a child, as a small boy As a child, as a small boy I...I...I...I... I remember a time as a child I looked to see my father's eyes burn bright I remember a time as a boy I looked into myself to see my life I remember a time as a child I looked to see my father's eyes burn bright I remember a time as a child When I looked & I screamed I still scream & I say! Look at what you did to me! See what you did to me! Look at what you did to me! See what you did to me! Look at what you did to me! See what you did to me! Look at what you did to me! Look at what you did to me! See what you did to me! Look at what you did to me! See what you did to me! Look at what you did to me! See what you did to me! Look at what you did to me! See what you did to me! I died that day! All I want to say! Mother please All I want to be is a little way deep inside of you Father please All I want to be is a little me don't make me choose Mother please All I want to be is a little way deep inside of you Father please All I want to be is a little me is because of you What now? Fuck you! What now? Fuck you! What now? Fuck you! What now? Fuck!