So Tired

[Intro] I'm trying hard, just to find my way (find my way, find my way) Over and over to the Lord, I pray (the Lord I pray, the Lord I pray) I'm smoking weed, just to ease my mind (to ease my mind, to ease my mind) I'm steady debating, cause niggas is hating But Lord knows, it'll be alright [Hook] I'm trying hard, just to find my way Hoping I can see, a brighter day Over and over, to the Lord I pray Hoping everything, will be ok I'm smoking weed, just to ease my mind Through all these tribulations, of my life I'm steady debating, cause niggas is hating But Lord knows, it'll be alright [Magic] Before we get to whatever promised, no show together prize at the end for us Simply convinced that the streets, is the only friend to us Send us a comfort that'll, heal our hate To raise what's great and expose what's fake, and pray that release is tired But we don't, deserve to lead Before complaining on the, difference from your want's and need's I've been appointed my word and on it, help you through your high's and low's Show you don't have to be afraid, no mo' I love my sisters, but we done put em down sometime Independent, easily baited by the things that shine Crying inside completed perfect, beauty couldn't change what was issued The love that she looking's for, one that this world can't give her Rock on mama you're precious, nothing changed but life Bang them pockets with your profit, comes a dangerous price Shhh, hell couldn't keep us in shackles We head over heals with the demons in back of us, sitting soldier for having [Hook] [Magic] I'm sick and tired, of being sick and tired And I'm sick of dealing with niggas, and all these fucking liars I keep my head in the sky, and pray that my niggas make it My pockets aching, you getting my way of life I'm taking See I've been rapping too long, to say that I'm doing base I suppose to be balling So please stay out my fucking face, welcome to the Vault nigga We keep it gutter, but keep it real in the same breath Quiet as kept, you niggas ain't seen nothing yet I humble my heart, hoping to keep this fire contained The world pressured me to murder, I got's no one to blame Still the same trying to change, but these streets calling Hurting my own kind, cause Mr. Magic love balling Hoping my mama, don't think she brought me or taught me to hate She just delivered me it's in my heart, believe me it's faith My mind is boggled at times, I sit and wait for the signs God gon deliver this anger, give me a piece of mind [Hook] [Magic] We in an everlasting struggle, the objective's to win my nigga Nothing pretend, we'll worry with every spin my nigga Treated my wounds, just took a second to heal neglect Comfort the soul, that know the sun'll only shine a second With no concerns in it, maybe we'll change in time Shoot for the stars, and let what's artificial lag behind Now I'll be careful, who I'm hurting while I choose my foes Later the same hands I'll help, and to feed and clothe me Be the life of whatsoever, I'm allowed to reach Preposition to be the voice, of what's afraid to speak Baptized in fire, called in the face of Christ Till we expire, free to stumble at the steps of life A cruel world said the ghetto, to be fast asleep Vowing to never give us someting, we allowed to keep For real and fake, same spot in a casket we Grew old too soon and smart too late, you feel that [Hook]