Hands Bloody

I faded inside out but baby I won't let the river take me down Never said goodbye but maybe it's too late for that now love I run from suicide Hands bloody but I… I saw the clouds go down Drowned in flames and out I tried to run From reality in search for better life And now look And tell me what do you see? It is a broken man he can't bare the fear of society He won't stand can't take the falseness around him And fearing for survival scared he's looking at me And cries out for help Runs out from class and he's down again Throwing up from the sight it's the strain and it spreads It's a curse make it stop please I beg My arms feel heavy Yeah they burn as I beat that wall The thought of escape gives me strength to carry on So I'll go I leave my heart to you Please know that I hate myself for what I had to do I faded inside out but baby I won't let the river take me down Never said goodbye but maybe it's too late for that now love I run from suicide Hands bloody but it made me feel alive So I ran tried my best to succeed I will win I can feel it and at times I was free relieved of the hate The thought gives me purpose Makes me not wanna lose And without it I'm lost that furthers me from you Now I see myself now I see through the lies Evade the empty words do things by heart And I can hear the sound as I leave this town Locked in that cage for years and I fought my way out And I glide down on a sunset sky Free of the stereotype I feel alive Every day when I'm gone I think of you all Those who I left behind so that I could go on I faded inside out but baby I won't let the river take me down Never said goodbye but maybe it's too late for that now love I run from suicide Hands bloody but it made me feel alive One day I'll return I'll go back home where my heart belongs And with the shadows gone Hope glows on Now let the fire rise And turn the fear to smoke Let it make me strong And so I march March against the sea of pain And when you'll see me come I'll be a victorious man And I am sorry if ever I have left you behind But we will meet again in a better world better life I faded inside out but baby I won't let the river take me down Never said goodbye but maybe it's too late for that now love I run from suicide Hands bloody but you made me feel alive