Trying To Love

[Hook] I don't wanna be here tonight alone Now that I found you I don't wanna be waiting my whole life Saying I love you And I wanna believe we can be more than dreams This feeling is real, so we need I don't wanna be here tonight alone Trying to love you [Verse 1] So here we are again, the fifth chapter of the sixth book We've went through it over and over, it's so sad when I look back The trust I lack, our love went bad, hearts cracked Bags packed just to be unpacked, the fuck with that I'm fed up with emotion, please can my heart be frozen? I've chosen to live without love, since I have been thoroughly broken I try to hide it but my feelings are so self-exposing Our time used to be so golden, but now I wish my heart was stolen Tried everything to make it work, my life's inside your hands, but You played me like a Lady Gaga, giving back a bad romance As I glance at the chance for one last dance to make amends and be friends I turn around and leave 'cuz this is where our story ends, yeah [Hook] [Verse 2] It nearly took me a year getting over you yeah Not because of myself, no another lady interfered Now an angel is here replacing every tear Breaking down my broken smile putting a real one there I had enough of the pain, every day was the same Was on the verge of going insane after all those games I played Can't even explain what was going on inside my brain I couldn't keep it straight, until a dame came to claim her place This lady's amazingly amazing, but at the same time frustrating 'cuz she's testing my patience with all the dates she's delaying And I just fear I'll be making the same mistakes that I made when I was with Heleen and I don't wanna go through that again, yeah [Hook]