Petunia

[Verse 1] Long distance; I don't know your intentions Frank Ocean was blowing up while I was pacing in the kitchen Letters were written; 3 pages worth of "I love yous" I struggled to believe it; Keeping secrets... in the open But afraid to be open, chokin’ on sentimentality Hoping you won't be mad at me, this specific predicament; I've never been in I was dying to be passionate, but for the life of me, couldn't be intimate I know, I'm so shy, Lake Michigan Although, I told you why, so why mention it Telling what I wanna do while showing you a different thing Semi-hypocrite, holding your hand with my Listerine PocketPaks in the other I'm a mother...less child Covered by wild brutal honesty that's never in style I'm the ugly truth; I lied and broke you up Living with these permanent reminders, I owe you Stuck with- [Hook] Tattoos… (Lookin’ at these) Tattoos… (Feelin’ on these) Tattoos… (Scrubbin’ at these) Tattoos… (Can't believe I got these) Tattoos… (Lookin’ at these) Tattoos… (Feelin’ on these) Tattoos… (Scrubbin’ at these) Tattoos… (Can't believe I got these) [Freestyle/Scat] [Verse 2] I’m a new slave… back in old chains Think I'm over you, then you take a picture with no name He doesn't deserve one, he's not me Somebody stop me, I'm carried away, stressing an old flame I feel like Spawn for PS One You're my one ex Funny, I'm still playing that old game Behind this mask, the majority of sad gets hidden Vitales get ridden, I'm sure you do it now Meanwhile, I'm a diaper dandy, a baby Bawlin’ on an empty court, like, please, pay me attention Make me rich so I can forget this Hungry for a closure cold-cut, getting cold-cocked by sucker punches from the past cause of some present development I can't stomach Tryina' tough it out Wake up every day, hoping it gets better But I think what I never wanted's a part of me forever Got this tattoo You’re my tattoo [Outro]