Orphan

[Intro] Please pardon the mix [Verse] An anxious mess, wrapped in a comforter Repeated missteps, I guess I'm a stumbler But I trip through the door of discovery Not a wanderer, more of a wonder-er I've betrayed myself by making a Tumblr And I'm smart enough not to say the reason A small self-treason for something to believe in Murkin' my standards, searchin' for answers Why do I still consider a girl a goal? Why do matters of the mind twirl the poles? Blue to red, they re-do my head The barber said to make up my mind, but dude, I'm dead Bi-polar afterlife; hell and heaven It's hot up here, Jesus Christ, I'm sweatin' But I can't be afraid to fall; no more summer heat I'm too cool on this song, give me another beat Find me somewhere locked in a cellar, please Only bring me news straight from Linda Ellerbee I wish I was still 4; still bored Playing with my Beetleborgs But now I'm just an orphan... A rich orphan... I'm just an orphan... A rich orphan... Some kinda rich orphan