Lenore (I Miss You)

Teenage bride with that honey inside Lenore on all fours, so I went for a ride Then she died - so now I'm getting lifted Lost in the scotch but please don't get it twisted See my Mom passed away when I was just baby And I haven't really trusted any ladies at all maybe We really don't connect, what do you expect? Nervous, don't deserve this so I keep 'em all in check I'm an East Coast player, pimpin' every day But these women leave, I wish that they could stay Never give your heart away - that's the G code She left me all alone, MC Edgar Allan Poe We know I get emo when I meditate on death And decay and depression well some might say I'm obsessed Got a bolder on my shoulders feels like everything is wrong But this poetry is therapy and so I soldier on CHORUS: Lenore I miss you That is not the issue Wish that I could kiss you And I'm really pissed you Had to go away I think about you every day I'm clutching onto nothing babe And no I'm not okay Yes she was my cousin, it's a long story But people point and stare, taking inventory Of all the reasons why I'm such a creep I know she was young (how young?) 13 But.... Um ... we really got along I took her to the park, wrote her poems and songs So how could it be wrong when it felt so right? L-O-L, I-T-A in my arms every night I'm a gangster yo thought I'd let you know That I'm on that lean and I'm on that 'dro And it's apropros feeling like Van Gogh You could Say Anything, "that boy's got woe" And who's that bro in my picture show? John Cusak - who? Yo you really got to go Cause I might just go write some weird dark prose I don't love you hoes so I'm out the do' REPEAT CHORUS This is not a love song, I've never been in love I've been with many women but I haven't found the one Who really had my back when I was out on the streets Saving up the money to master this EP See - we artists are a very special breed With very special paths and very special needs I'd rather die alone than ever have to be Stuck forever after living so unhappily REPEAT CHORUS