Scumbag

[Verse 1] Feelin' squeamish, living life on the Z - list, a lazy un-motivated genius. Had no friends so he started hanging with his demons. Forgot his past and everybody in it for a reason, he is/ a runner from achievements and keeps his good ideas a secret because he's afraid of disappointment and weakness, never caught a falling person cause of inconvenience/ he's scared of something he thought would eventually lead him to be the next best thing cause he's had his fair share of bein' neglected/ his head is an open plain for cross words and wreckage he knows that he's headed for a lonely life [Chorus] So stop and roll the dice, and think for a minute Tell your friends you love them and don't be such a cynic Everyone will leave you for being such a prick Put aside your greed and realize their worth it Hell is closer than you think so get used to the furnace I like to think our love is what'll eventually burn us Mama always said you were the one and that you're perfect Sorry I never listened and was the one that hurt us [verse 2] And if you don't get what just happened I recommend you go back and re-listen to the verse Lived my whole life hidden feelin' useless, kicked myself around and now, now I got bruises. Blamed everybody else but I built own ruins with a path that he choosed since I wasn't settled with the people I had, I got greedy, wished for more wishes off of the genie so he took away all 3 I thought I saw an opportunity and me being the low life I took it when I shouldn't because I was living with the right one and left her after I said that I wouldn't - bullshit Growin' up all i wanted to be was a gentlemen, treat the ladies right so they could settle in from being treated as a rental van cause too many of these guys treat em like a dental plan but I started getting hurt the more I got sentimental man so I started get experimental and dropped the emotional attachment and moved it to the mattress cause I didn't want any lovey dovey status no hunney bunny acts's cause i've given way too many chances cause every time love blossomed I would SNAP like some branches and you would leave me and I would be stuck makin' CD's like this one so this is Fifty ways to get a fallback under the covers because I stuffer from the idea of being alone. My biggest fear is living without you so I cope by sleeping around hoping to hurt you and urge you and make you jealous enough that you come back and hurt me because I miss you and I thought I was your hercules but I got tricked once again by a thirsty just lookin' for another tall glass of burkleys so now I find myself flirting with vulnerable hurting girls and its working for the most part i'm just waiting for them to realize that I play with their heart and I pick em apart I never wanted to be a player cause momma always told me that, that ain't fair but the more I got played the less I cared and maybe I keep running because i'm scared to committing to something I know ain't there but if this blessin is a curse then baby I swear that i'll stay by your side and I'll keep it sincere what I love about you is that you're just as weird I said i'm just a hopeless romantic scum bag looking for love and as soon as goes bad im onto the next braud whos easily presuaded by compliments and breakfast baby I bet us could get married have kids and then you could me next was cause i'm looking for an ex hun [Chorus] So stop and roll the dice, and think for a minute Tell your friends you love them and don't be such a cynic Everyone will leave you for being such a prick Put aside your greed and realize their worth it Hell is closer than you think so get used to the furnace I like to think our love is what'll eventually burn us Mama always said you were the one and that you're perfect Sorry I never listened and was the one that hurt us