Dear anonymous

[Verse One] Dear anonymous, it's been awhile since we spoke but I wanted to say you're lookin marvalous. I thought I was getting over you but no promises because my confidence was torn off of me when we parted which probably why I crave prominence so I can make you think your absense is the product of my popular-status I wish I could get over-you faster but I can't get past you all i find myself dooin is laps I end up right back infront of you/ lovin you it's been a month or two and i'm still in the same place thinking about the same face and all the time wasted/chasing girls/ waking up feelin' like it's just me against the world and then you wonder why I developed a hatred/ face it/ we were would bound to crash and burn and break up I feel like shit but I have to learn to fake it I thought I had a vice grip on the vice thats got me I thought I got rid of you/ I was scott free but you came back to haunt me girl you gotta monopoly on me Thats why I pretend to be cocky because I love to see you see me being the life of the party, but truth be told behind the fake smiles and all the people I call "posse" I'm just another broken heart beat worried that i'll never find somebody that'll love me like you loved me [Chorus] [Verse Two] But Everyday I said i'd take a bullet for you but it's bullshit cause you were the one who pulled it/ you were the one who took the shot without hesitation you booked it and left me with views on love that are crooked can't trust no-body, my trust you took it/ then you used me as your coushin to fall back on when you couldn't find someone else to ruin/ then when I cracked/ three days later you dipped guess i'm only useful when you need someone to call you beautiful can't believe I took the blame when you said that I was the one who ruined you when you knew damn well I was the one who fixed you I was you ripped piece of tissue you loved hearing that someone missed you thats why you kept blowing me off when I needed you/ I can't believe I feeded you all the attention you craved you treated me so fucking far from equally but I alwasy tried again when I knew the sequals would be shitty and leave me full of evil greed god I stench of revenge laying on a pile of pens about ten of em for everytime you would pretend to actually wanna try again. I thought we could click but our love ran outta ink/ now all I can do is drink about you/ err, think about you