All To Myself

I don't patronize, I realize I'm losing and this is my real life I am half asleep, and I am wide awake This habit is always so hard to break I don't want to be the bad guy I've been blaming myself and I think you know why I'm killing time, and time's killing you Every way that I do [Chorus:] Did you say "please just follow me?" I thought you wanted me Cause I want you all to myself I can try to suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like some one else Please just follow me I thought you wanted me Cause I want you all to myself I can try to suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like some one else I'm under the gun, you're like the only one I just can't decide what I'm running from This isn't what I wanted, but I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut It's not enough, it's never enough I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck Can't focus it, but I try it Over and over again [Chorus] Na na, na na, na Na na, na na, na na Na na, na na, na Na na, na na, na na Please just follow me? I thought you wanted me Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like... Did you say "Please just follow me"? I thought you wanted me Cause I can't stay with someone else I'll try and suck it up I just can't fuck it up I want you all to myself Did you say "Please just follow me"? I thought you wanted me Cause I want you all to myself I can try and suck it up I just can't suck it up Make me feel like someone else Na na, na na, na