Alive Again

I felt it turn to come and go Don't worry no one ever knows I don't know why it just won't die It breaks me in to stay alive I know it hurt a lot like you C'mon I know that you felt it too It hurts the same and that's OK I never liked him anyway I know, I know,I know,I... It seems so long since I've been gone I got so used to just hanging on I feel so wrong I don't belong I got so used to just hanging on I'm used to starving out instead It's easier than faking it Sometimes it hurts but That's no worse than all those times I guess it works I know they walked away with a piece of me The more I know that I won't go The more I bruise from laying low I know I know I know I It seems so long since I've been gone I got so used to just hanging on I feel so wrong I don't belong And I know and I know and I know I walk around like I'm alive again But I know it's just not the same I'd walk around like I'm alive again Shut up shut up shut up I'd walk around like I'm alive again But I know that's just not the same I'd walk around like I'm alive again I know it's not the same I broke it all I'm sorry I broke it I broke it all I'm sorry I broke it all I'm sorry I broke it I broke it all I'm sorry I'm sorry I broke it all I'm sorry I broke it I broke it all I'm sorry I broke it I broke it all And I'm fading