Not Sober

[Verse 1] It starts with a quiver A thought provoked shiver A fear I can't deliver They don't need me They don't need me The comfort of my home Now feels like a prison My thoughts liking reason No one loves me No one loves me [Chorus] I am afraid of the dark When I am alone with my thoughts So here's to a fort falling apart I'm not sober, yeah I'm not sober I'm not sober [Verse 2] I lie cause I'm shameful My movements weak, eyes dull A complete loss of control I'm a failure I'm a failure It's like taking the beating Hung from the ceiling Fear is only a feeling But it's painful Why is it painful? [Chorus] I am afraid of the dark When I am alone with my thoughts So here's to a fort falling apart I'm not sober, yeah I'm not sober I am afraid of the dark When I am alone with my thoughts So here's to a fort falling apart I'm not sober, yeah I'm not sober [Outro] It starts with a quiver A thought provoked shiver A fear I can't deliver They don't need me, they don't need me