Nothing 2 lose

[Hook] I been trippin rippin durban sippin bourbon bitch I'm swervin what it do ‘hind this curtain burnt out burdened can't be certain but I may have lost a screw Better listen when they tell you, don't fuck with him he got nothing to lose Ain't well and so no telling what the hell I might be liable to do [Verse] Self exiled to my cage I swear my mind ain't been right since my momma passed away, yeah yeah Could not tell you what today is I flip between indifferent and indignant in a daze, yeah yeah Try not do too much thinking Because I’m just one li'l nudge away from going off the deep end, yeah yeah yeah I’m like one li'l step away Pick up tomorrows paper my mugshot on the front page, yeah yeah Pain splayed on the pages I'm painting with cadence I'm paving the way to be Peyton the greatest While slaving away with no pay and no wages My banking check savings is laden with statements I'm late on my payments That say that it pays to be patient don't say shit I've patiently waited With blatant frustration the same conversations insatiable cravings Have made me sensational maven of cadence amazing with phrases Get praise from all races but basically racing my face as it ages I lay with my face down I'm faced with my demons I can't shake my momma's face in the late stages I'm chasing the same shit been chasing for ages The sages would say that my brain has forsaken me drained of my saneness [Hook] [Verse] I may just go rob me a bank I may just go ghost to a coast or the mountains and flush all this shit down the drain I may just go hunt down mufuckas that wronged me then kill em and cross out they name I may just let go let myself lose control and go full fucking Sadam Hussein, yeah yeah I’m just barely hanging on now Look me in my face I swear you can’t tell nothing wrong now, yeah yeah yeah But be wary when you say my name Got nothin to lose (got nothin to lose), but I sure got a whole lot to gain