Close As I'ma Get

Hook: Alright yeah, I ain't got words to say Kinda ironic for a rapper Alright well, we broke it off yesterday Before it all could unravel! And I'm convinced if we met in the future Now who am I kidding? Find a way, fuck it up and I'd lose you Wouldn't be no different! Alright yeah, I just want you to be happy And never would admit it if you ask me But struggling a bit, shit, every night last week I cried myself to sleep and I know that shit is sappy But here we are, for better or for worst I couldn't bring myself to utter that four letter word And I kept pushin' you back and sayin' this shit is first Until you finally had enough and then damn it burst And I remember when I knew that you fell out of love Told you I'm moving and the truth was you had had enough! Knew it would happen, shit you knew what my tattoo was of Saw me for everything I could be, not just who I was Uh, made me better, I'll never forget you ever My head is under the weather and whether we sever everything Never get back together, just know that I'm there for you! Always and forever! Hook: Alright yeah, I ain't got words to say Kinda ironic for a rapper Alright well, we broke it off yesterday Before it all could unravel! And I'm convinced if we met in the future Now who am I kidding? Find a way, fuck it up and I'd lose you Wouldn't be no different! Alright yeah, we grew dormant I fear Was absorbed in these lyrics, you wanted more than what was there And now I'm torn, we were born to be near But you'd be better with a man with a normal career And I miss the shit out you, no doubt about it But we'd chew each other up and spit each other out If we continued, we'd erupt, thank God you wanted out Cause I'd had never had the balls And when these words came out your mouth I felt like a weight been lifted You said the same and meant it But now I feel like a train has hit me I tried to change, babe, but that ain't in me Cause I'm the same man, vain and empty And I just wanna say, I hope you don't regret I know that you'll find better, but I hope you don't forget I hope you will remember, and I hope for you the best And I know it wasn't love, but it's as close as I'mma get, so Hook: Alright yeah, I ain't got words to say Kinda ironic for a rapper Alright well, we broke it off yesterday Before it all could unravel! And I'm convinced if we met in the future Now who am I kidding? Find a way, fuck it up and I'd lose you Wouldn't be no different!