Leaky Breaks

Leaky holes and fire escapes will set the evening for tone You and your holy halo started burning eventually just froze Sewn into the carpet just trying to thaw out whatever I know The thermostat it won't go higher not that you or I know I was drinking heavily I burst into your bedroom belligerently Asked her if she's done a thing like stepping out and making a scene So foolishly I was apathetic so I blamed your family and never mended it Shitty brakes and balding tires we're out around on the road You and my little sister, flashy frequent scariest snow And we return just fine I started to crack your analytical code By the time you're convinced, I know When I was drinking heavily I burst into your bedroom confusingly Yelled about a bunch of things that if you looked you'd never see for our eternities And I blamed you for not being Someone you could not be someone you'll never be Now I see everything and everyone you see Killing time alone inside a stripped and nakedest home Couldn't catch my brain up with the sights and fear that I saw Fell into the doorway hoping you had left the guitars It's way too late for calling anyways I guess I'll doze off I've been drinking carefully I creep into our bedroom and watch you sleep My mind it wanders onto things that if I try I can't explain As if there's something worse As if there's something worse, to have weaned away your worth, when I was so absurd Well is there something worse?