I Can Feel A Hot One

I can feel a hot one taking me down For a moment I could feel the force Veiny to the point of tears And you were holding on to make a point What's the point? I am but a clean man, stable and a lone man Make it so I won't have to try The faces always stay the same So I face the fact that I'm just fine I said that I'm just fine I remember head down after you had found out Manna is a hell of a drug I need a little more I think Because enough is never quite enough What's enough? I took it like a grown man Crying on the pavement Hoping you would show your face I haven't heard a thing you said In at least a couple hundred days What'd you say? I was in the front seat, shaking it out And I was asking if you felt alright I never wanted to hear the truth I wanted to hear your voice was sounding fine My voice was sounding fine I could feel my heartbeat taking me down And for the moment I could sleep alright Veiny with a selfish fear to keep me up another restless night Another restless night The blood was dry, it was sober The feeling of audible cracks And I could tell it was over From the curtains that hung from your neck And I realized it then, you were perfect With my teeth ripping out of my head And it looked like a painting I once knew When my thoughts were entirely intact So I prayed for what I thought were angels Ended up being ambulances And the Lord showed me dreams of my daughter She was crying inside your stomach And I felt love Again