Runaway

It's funny I never thought that I'd be homeless I used to walk by them, now I'm living on the corners Stretching for a touch of a hand, a dollar bill or a chance Give me your sandwich bag, man I'll do anything With thoughts of desperation my hearts racing I'm not star gazing I could die of starvation Hallucinated from the day's wasted Lost track of time while my mind aging People looking at me like a lost patient Like I'm already dead why they all hating Did I choose this life, or life choose me I ran away at sweet 16 mommy do you miss me, this is Krissy So I run, and I run, and I ran and I ran praying maybe some day we meet again Cause It hurts when you hurt, and I hurt and I feel, like I'm healed can we all just make a mends I run and I run and I run, and I run Good bye to the world, good bye to my girl Say hello to my home the street corner Its absurd every word that was spoken It must come alive cause my life is still broken Wondering did I miss it, what mistake did I make? Can I fix it? These streets of gone ballistic This isn't what I thought it would be, where's daddy Is he still mad at me, I wonder would he have me Back in the home, back in the zone, back where I can't eat Where's there's heat and use a phone Cause it hurts and I know I never said good bye I ran away I thought like anything I could fly Mom and dad are you there, are you listening I want to come home, but scared of the mess I'm in Please forgive me of the things I committed Against you against me, our family tree And I know we haven't spoke in so long, I was so wrong To think I could live on, on my own accord I'm a take the train home, but I need to know If you'll welcome me back through your life's door? Show me a sign with a red ribbon, hang one on the side of the train building And if I see it than I'll know that your still willing And if not I won't ever call or visit I'll pretend that I'm re-living the beginning Like when we used talk in the kitchen, without all the fights & friction This is me wishing, one of your ex children Picturing praying that you got the same feelings I'm running