Owning Up

There's no honesty in your eyes when you twist your tongue How can you be so pathological yet still so young? Every lies a trigger pulled on a loaded gun I'd sooner leave you behind than have these songs unsung I hope you wake up one of these days all on your own Because you never really knew how it felt to be alone I thought my best days were behind me I thought they were long gone I'd convinced myself that they'd left with you Now I'm stuck to live with empty bottles and a bitter heart You're the one thing I'll never miss I am done with this I guess you were right When you said I only loved you because I needed you But I felt it none the less and I know for sure It's no coincidence that I fell for you rather than anybody else I'm a waster of your time, you wasted mine too All the hours spent just decaying with you Made me question everything I love and everything I've come to trust And I can see you're 23 and still stuck in that high school mentality And I may be cutting you off But you handed me the scissors to make this mark without the scar Invalidated promises won't get you far I listen to the songs I played on your bed Does my voice run through your head?