The Nonexistent Someday

[Chorus] Some days I feel so outta my mind Some Days I feel I'm wasting my time I know I gotta get it all together one day.,. Why can't I do it now, why I settle for someday? In the wrong direction, up in the one way Knowin so many people gone from the gun play I know I gotta get it all together one day... Why can't I do it now, why I settle for someday? [Verse 1] Another day, another hang-over, Headache the size of range-rovers I told myself that I would remain sober.. Then I drank until my kidneys would hurt Dry heave in the middle of burps, shit is the worst I take a whole water bottle down in two seconds I guess a text is the only way I'll receive the message Incompleted checklist of things that's needing correction And I sit back, forget 'em, too busy trekking for leggings Like Someday I'm finna travel the world.. Someday I'll stick to one, out all of these girls, To Keep it thoro Someday I'll go back to church, see if it works Someday I'll give it my all, with no fears of feeling of hurt Someday I'll put down the bottle, someday I'll let off the throttle Someday I'll ditch bad decisions, try being a rolemodel I'm not a youth no more, I got nephews I gotta learn to be thankful, and not resentful Someday I'll get me job, help out my moms Someday I'll be in your arms, instead of gone I won't rely on drugs, instead I'll be strong I won't stay livin in now, someday I'll think of beyond Spendin on charms, when I barely got food for tomorrow Someday, I won't let it build inside, and I will mourn Someday I'll pick up my phone and call up my grandmother Someday I won't turn the cheek to another man's struggles Someday, I pray I learn to trust again Someday, I'll do good not for reward, but for the love it Someday, I'll be prepared for the future and what becomes of it Sayin' someday is so comforting.. [Chorus] I need to finally learn from my mistakes And That there's people that ain't Worthwhile to keep infront my face Someday, I'll text my ex just to wish that her marriage last Instead of textin her, plottin on ways I can get her back Someday I wanna relax, enjoy the scenery Instead of litering my two liter, in it immediately Instead of worrying what I can get, what I can give it Someday I'll show emotion, instead of being so distant Someday, I'll stop using words like bitches for women I won't take kindness for granted, I'll stop pushing the limits Someday I'll take the stand to fight for my people Someday I'll treat someone so different, as equal, mind won't be feeble Someday I'll grow up into a man, instead of hatin' shit I'll give you a hand.. Someday I'll learn to live my life to fullest Cause I might die by a bullet