Mother Superior

[Produced by Malcolm "Chop" Smalls] [Verse 1] Adrenaline soars, feet start to lift from the floors I been here before, cooking up, begging for more Seen it all, know what's there before the flip of the card Slip and I fall, the rock bottoms beginning to soft I swear it, I don't know no niggas in paris, I know People in prison, niggas was careless, I Hope Somehow finishing bottles refills a spirit I go, nodding off, for these next minutes I'm fearless Addiction's a muhfucka, sun up to sun up Cut the bowl with lion's tail until I'm dumb and dumber Just watching years pass, we ain't getting younger Some of us got careers, I chose a different come up Searching for a hit, got me further in Like I'm supposed to ditch what I finally know my purpose is Word is bond shit is stronger than a percocet Better living off this high before I work to death [Chorus] Let this feeling be forever... (Repeated) Get so gone, so numb Been so lost, been so dumb Let this feeling be forever [Verse 2] Do what we gotta mañana we'll try repenting Knocked on these doors so long they started denting Had to cool out the mouth, beyond dentyne But these cats doing half ass jobs started to tempt me Lemme fall back til I'm back to my senses Bought so much gear thought I was rentin' Every word inked with tension until my pension Whole team bodying things, figure we henchmen Uhhh, in my blood it's intravenous Goin' for the kill not kenan I'm beyond niggas, shit is larger than he is When I'm aimin' for the top, I'm not shooting for what you think with As fire as a pink slip, shit is on point Replace the needle then we heatin' up the joint The procedure, the time I have no care in the world Dope shit, got it wrapped like furl [Chorus] [Outro] Gotta be gone, baby I Gotta cause Even though I want you deep up in my arms I just shut off, you driving me to my calm Don't worry if we tanked, let the cadillac run You get me when nobody else can get me, god Better than sex, a different way that you get me off Ain't a dame in the same vein that you are She rescued me from so much harm, my heroine