System Overload

[Chorus] And I’ve been goin’ through hell Caught in a vicious spell Blinded by the lie Crossed course Stumbled and fell I’m feeling so alone I think I’m ‘bout to explode System overload… [Verse 1] Do you feel alone baby? It’s OK I know you do because when you do You reach out to me like “hey there boo You know I still love you and I still miss you I’m a changed person and I will show you,” And for a second I believe you And I give you, yet another chance For you to prove me right once again That you don’t change, never ever have You say you are confused but that is old news Confused about what girl? Which guy to choose? You say you love me most but that is all bulls Go after him then and later cry the blues When time passes and you come back to these tunes Remember I always gave you permission Love is a feeling, not a decision! [Chorus] [Verse 2] If nice guys finish last I must be the nicest No matter what I did, you always put me last place You’re so indecisive, I don’t mean to brag but I was kind of priceless, let me quote Tyrese “God put people in your life for a reason Others he put there only for a season And it’s up to you to distinguish between ‘em” What’s sad is that for five frickin’ years You never made your mind up for us dear Now I’m curious to hear, why did you re-appear Back in my life, only to arrive At the conclusion you’re still in confusion And being friends is the only solution And I think it’s proven I am more than human This is an illusion you create for yourself Question is can you resist being friends and nothing else? [Chorus] [Verse 3] I never asked for much Love… All I wanted was love, honesty and trust You only gave me one of the above… Now I think even that wasn’t real enough See I always fought for you but never over you The moment that you compare me to some fucking prick And you say you are confused ‘cause you need to make a pick Is the moment I tell you “go and be all his!” Huh…hard to believe this After everything I put and everything I did This is what I get? Remember the book? That I made for you so you could always take a look When you miss me, and what about the poem? And what about each and every one of them songs? If you remember and wish I wasn’t far Just look up at the sky love, even bought you a star! [Chorus] [Outro] We are not kids anymore Love… You really wanna keep living like this? You know all the glitz and glamour… Will eventually fade away… And if you don’t change for yourself… All that’s gonna be left in the end is… Just you So alone