Million Miles Away

[Verse 1: Magestik Legend] One of my best friends The grandson of a reverend Hit me with a plan His hands up to contend against Beef 'cross town He fought off many intentions To give him the business But now its getting ridiculous Some [?] tryin to smurf out his man hood No garter belts on his turf gotta stand up And im his homie so im set to wile out, what But im feeling strange On some second time child hood I understood all the method to his madness But had to put off a second just to grasp it His ex involved and i told him don’t stay by her A lesson lost, so emotions goin' haywire Both 'bout to act up, explosive relation They both calling back up I told 'em to wait, just slow down, try to get it out your brain But I guess he couldn’t hear it from a million miles away.. [Verse 2: Magestik Legend] See my relationships are strange when i can't afford I pray the lord pay me back for what im paying for A selfish thought, on target or i may be off On second thought, you on my heart like a navy cross And just to find some chemistry i would take a loss But everytime i find the key its like you changed the doors When im playing tours miles away We on the same accord But when im home its still like I'm still miles away I only got a hundred percent to give And after 50 for the bills, and 50 for the kid Im trying to find an extra 10 percent to lend to you But what you get, you gotta give or i'm spent, im through My brain is living in a day that ain't came yet A day when we straight and ain't waiting for a paycheck I'm brainstorming, when im here gotta stay scheming Oh, you was talking ? My bad, I was day dreaming.. (Im listening though... What you say?) [Verse 3: Magestik Legend] Fathers day fell on my sisters birthday Couldn’t visit, my daughter rushin' to emergency Sister didn’t sweat it, my daughters allergy was sunflower Father didn’t forget it but couldn't remember we even talk 'bout it A year ago they diagnosed him with alzheimers Incurable, i had hope till i saw how it Made his handsome looks catch up with his age, old I'm thinking selfish when I'm tellin' him to hang on Stay strong but he barely recognize me I bought an empty card wrote a letter while my eyes leak Just wanted to thank him for the times I was overlooking Like watchin' wrestlin' late at night And going' bowling with me And posting my poems on the fridge with a black magnet Teachin' me backgammon, helpin' with my mathematics He seem confused when he read it So I read it, but he was even more confused when I said it So I hugged him, hoping somewhere deep inside that he knows That I loved him, told him he’ll always be my hero.. Was just trying to say what I never got to say Guess I waited way too late, cause he's a million miles away...