Halo

[Verse 1] Uh, this ain't no halo over my head, bitch But dear God, can you forgive the sinning For everything I done did since my beginning Because the devil around me so much that you would think I got a death wish? Yeah, and the voices in my head get louder Watching my career disappear like powder (Poof) Wish I could rewind those hours and get my life back (Back) Strike that, clinging to this weed like a life jacket (Yeah) Fuck rapping, I was really living everything that I was spitting, bitch What's happening? (Wassup) Fights daily, nights crazy, dream chasing till the drugs came in I was chopping up them bitches like Jason Had a muthafucker's face laying on the cold pavement (Uh) Wake up, take 'em, now I feel sane (Whoop) Spending every penny in the studio slaving (Yeah) Me and my mob working any odd job Praying that this little dream was gonna feed our babies Save me Lord, save me Lord, what the fuck is this curse you gave me Lord? Everybody think I finally made it Lord, but all I am now is a slave, my God [Interlude] And Revelation says "He will wipe every tear from their eyes and death shall be no more Neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore For the former things have passed away" EST for life, muthafucker! [Verse 2] Ughk, put that halo around my neck, bitch (Bitch) And gimmie death I'm twenty-two and this twenty-two on my left, God bless Maybe I'll finally sleep Maybe they'll return what's originally mine, cause finder's keep Maybe I will be great, and this voice of mine was designed to be the finest key But, I'm losing faith (Ok) Everyday they got news to break Like my single flopped, and now I ain't hot And they don't know if Imma ever gonna see the light of day It's "My labels mad" or "My albums bad" or "You ain't living up to the hype we thought you had" Or I lost a fan, or I'm in cuffs again Yeah, meanwhile I ain't there to be my daughter's dad Fuck what's meant for me, because I don't ever wanna become a celebrity I don't ever want someone to feel less than me So put your camera down and stand next to me (Right here!) EST, Everyone Stand Together And if I, ever R-I-P, then I know everything I stand for's forever Lace Up! [Outro] And when you play this song Hold your head high, muthafucker Don't ever look down because of who you are Our flaws are what makes us perfect