My Last Thug

[Verse 1:] Ay, yo I'm there for you Care for you But never fail you And when shit get rough I'm there to bail you Inhale Exhale Release some pressure Expectations so high That it's hard to measure Soft as feathers At the same Tough as leather And if you ask me No one pulls it off better Listen, I ain't a sucker for love Sometimes a sucker for thugs I find it appealing They make living rough If they weak They fold There's no need for those There's way too many killers in the streets, you know I need one real life To keep up my vibe Cause it's kinda hard to tame a dame If you can't ride Want you by my side Now I made you a need Got so attached that night That I can't even sleep Can't get mad at you I'll have to practice, boo Even find it so hard to catch an attitude Ask it I'm saying it ain't cool, ya see But for now That's just how i choose to be [Chorus:] I don't really wanna tell you lies But it's hard for me to say that I'm crying At night Done held my pillow tight And I pray to the Lord if he make this right I swear if you let me have him This'll be my last one I swear if you let me have him This'll be my last thug I swear if you let me have him This'll be my last one I swear if you let me have him This'll be my last thug [Verse 2:] Every type of man Gets stuck in situations Now that I'm left here alone I'm waiting I'm patient to see What will make of his pleads Don't make this another game I played 'em Was cheap I understand When it comes to the streets Not too often I speak So if I do Listen to me Never steer you wrong Plenty visions I see Won't hate on ya hustle I ain't new to a struggle You came to me puzzled And I put you together Wanna stay with you If it get worse or better When we first met You said if I had to choose Would it be boots and jeans? Or slacks and shoes? All my life I stuck to only things I knew And I have no regrets Cause it led me to you So I roll with you And no one else knows Ain't worried 'bout how good your cash flow I got you You got me Real like that Let's keep this right [Repeat Chorus:] [Verse 3:] If I told you once Then I told you twice Can't be the wife of a man Who can't roll the dice You gots to take a chance Cause you live one life If it's wrong It's wrong If it's right It's right Ain't never been the type to live off dreams I stick around through happy days And fucked up scenes Don't wanna put you through pressure So I ask little questions Stay Playing it cool Just to keep your attention This feeling is new to me And truthfully At times I could say things to confuse You see Don't know how to act So on some things I slack Want to give you my all But then I push it all back Sometimes I'm not sure About the feelings you have Maybe it goes both ways Cause who don't got a past I guess I'm kinda scared I've never fallen so fast But if you say you love me Then I'mma hold you to that [Repeat Chorus:]