Jealous (feat. Above Average)

[Verse 1: Above Average] First, lemme just tell you what this verse means Before I go berserk homie and start cursing See, This is the type of ish that urks me The same things, it seems, that make us earthlings Like, never feelin’ good enough Sometimes I think the only option now is givin’ up ...But, with any luck Maybe I'll open up and start givin’ out my trust But I can't help but feel down When all my self esteem, is buried under the ground See when I'm with her I think that I'm lookin’ like a clown How am I supposed to compete with all these guys around? Damn, I wonder if she even thinks about it Like in my head, I keep on, screamin’ and shoutin’ Or maybe I'm just trippin’, and my head is just clouded From all the negativity that is in my surroundin’s And my jealously doesn’t stop there I feel it buildin’ up whenever I go anywhere Why’re they lookin’ at me funny? Do they have to stare? I get mad because I feel like I shouldn’t even care But it’s too late, now what the hell am I to do When there’s clearly a problem that needs solvin’ in front of you Just wish that someone would take a walk in my shoes Because right now I’m feelin’ like I invented the blues... [Hook: Louis Strongarm] Keep my head up Never let up And things will get better [Verse 2: Above Average] Hold up, bring it down a bit Just because your down and out doesnt mean its time to quit Man you gotta start growin up and stop throwin these fits If you wanna get anywhere and keep makin them hits I know jealously’s hard to cope with I caught you talkin to yourself when you wrote this Like is this good enough? I really hope they don’t diss But you gotta over come it when you are an artist I mean the jealously thing, what jealously brings It’s hell when you got no self esteem We dwell on our dreams It seems that in time in between Of havin nothin and havin somethin can be enternitys Let me slow down the speed So put down the gun, pills, liquor, and the weed Instead of tellin yourself your just a bad seed It’s time to help out your health with what you really need [Hook] [Verse 3: Louis Strongarm] My friends make more money got nice cars and degrees But i got a fly honey, 20 bars, and this dope beat A condo only work 20 hours a week A thousand hours in diablo and i learned how to break a knee The only other time that i was jealous Was when they took a pic with keifer sutherland It was him my 2 sisters and my parents While i was sleeping, dreaming in another land It didn't last long though cause i had other plans To to flip it, they should be jealous They were getting ME food while I was chillin And im not trying to sound overzealous Somewhere i learned one can't love somebody else At least not until one really loves oneself Its not something you can find in a store on a shelf I didn't need help alone i could create self wealth I dont know how i learned it but it's brought me bliss Its a sweeter skill than a hershey's kiss I want to teach you all how to do this Its easy just sing along with the chorus [Hook]