Tonight you decide

I'm afraid to leave, afraid to be left behind Could you wait for me, please let me take my time Cos i'm afraid to realize that my little life didn't mean shit in the scheme of things please dry my eyes When the tears rolling down my face feeling ashamed Cos theoretically I don't know why I'm afraid Ain't nothing I can do to stop it when it's that day I wish I could fully feel what's easy to say I lay my life in your hands tonight If I live or die you decide I'm at your mercy At your command and your service I lay my life in your hands tonight If I live or die you decide I'm at your mercy At your command and your service I try to get up like I just beat cancer Not taking anything for granted on the ride It will be what we make it my mantra On repeat as I close my eyes So high speed highway high five If I said I was ready I lied I want this way to much Tell the ambulance back up they got the wrong guy Cus I made no peace of mind I'm not done with the loved ones I leave behind We were supposed to change the world Making our voices heard good over evil right I refuse to gracefully fade away My friends on the other side you'll have to wait Like somehow it was up to me but only thing i control is how I spend today I lay my life in your hands tonight If I live or die you decide I'm at your mercy At your command and your service I lay my life in your hands tonight If I live or die you decide I'm at your mercy At your command and your service I got goals to achieve and stuff I gotta work out Got shit to do make things right before I burn out But my defence is gone you invaded me Fenceless I'm embracing it Guard down and my hans are tied Can only pray for you to treat me right See through me no matter what I'm wearing But I'm ready to roll And my shell is peeled off I'm transparent Just letting it go Feel so good letting go Feel so good letting go Don't it feel so good letting go I lay my life in your hands tonight If I live or die you decide I'm at your mercy At your command and your service I lay my life in your hands tonight If I live or die you decide I'm at your mercy At your command and your service