Can't admit it

I call to talk late at night And I'm crying When I told you everything's alright I call to talk late at night And I'm crying When I told you everything's alright I was lying I'm not so sure I want this anymore And I'm not so sure I need it I thought I knew what it was That I wanted Beginning to think I was wrong Can't admit it I'm not so sure I want this anymore And I'm not so sure I need it But I'm worried that if I walk out that door I wouldn't really leave it I never been one to walk Through the fire I'd rather jump from the top Ended flying I'm not so sure I want this anymore And I'm not so sure I need it But I'm worried that if I walk out that door I wouldn't really leave it