Today I Cried

[Verse 1] I can't believe it fucking happened again How many times is this gonna happen to me 'fore I fucking learn anything I spent about 8 months chasing a girl that meant everything Man I was damn near running a fucking marathon All for her I always said I just gotta hold on She'll be the one just hang in there, and keep going 'fore she's gone Thought to myself if I just hang on, and be strong Thought I was doing the right thing now I think "what a dummy I been" Just keep running, but I began to feel like I was climbing sumin Up a mountain that shouldn't of been climbed Time and time again I knew this would happen to me Man, I just couldn't bring myself to face the fucking fallacy Now I'm on my own, all lost and misplaced But I always thought to myself "what if's", "buts" and "just in case" But that ruined me and I couldn't begin to embrace The self hate I had to face, I just wanted my own way But today [Hook x2] (Today) I cried And I don't know why But today I cried And I don't know why [Verse 2] So that was part 1 and now here's part 2 I was in love and she snapped my heart faster than bamboo A little while later a new girl came to Me, and then I started falling again, but I fucked up part 2 I wasn't fully over part 1 but I had some time to... Myself, began to feel like I was in a living Hell But you became my angel and pulled me out this shit I'll never forget that first time that we ever locked lips I always think back to it and just reminisce A picture perfect moment that I will forever miss But then when I went home it went downhill from there I thought that we could continue to be the perfect pair But that was just a dream or now like a nightmare Who knows where I'd be, if that, crap, hadn't 'a' happened Now I'm up and down like a fucking seesaw And I'm even more depressed than a damn Eeyore Usually I'm even happier than Winnie Upon my face you'll always see me grinning Like a carousel my head just keeps spinning But today I just can't stop this feeling cause... [Hook x2] (Today) I cried And I don't know why But today I cried And I don't know why [Verse 3] But the thing that annoys me most 'bout these girls Is that they're on the other side of the world Wish I coulda been closer to em Both of you were my fucking gem At separate points in my life But shit happened so we just had to make amends Not even gonna lie I coulda pictured either of you as my future wife At some point in time Which was kinda stupid Cause the latter was more my type In fact I'm still fucking in love with her But I can't even talk to her I just fucking stutter and murmur Can't even say what's on my mind to her I'm just like hey err err err Swear I need a fucking glass of water Now I'm on an emotional roller coaster Not knowing when or if I'm ever gonna get over this Man I'm just so vexed and pissed I just wanna jump out of this coaster Then finally it could all be fucking over Sometimes you just gotta jump in the deep end Even if you don't even know how to swim yet So I tried it but I came up short Like a fucking pawn in a chess set This time I seriously thought things would be different Was it that laugh that did it for me or that accent But I can safely say you were perfect for me But you both fucking ditched me for someone else They say you can fool me once and thats shame on you But fool me twice and thats shame on me I just dunno about this or how I'm gonna get through I just feel like a wally that I let this happen again The difference between me and Wally No-ones asking "Where's Sammy?" I walked outside in the pouring rain To mask the pain and the hurt inside This is messing with my brain 'specially if this is my fate And with all these tears in my eyes I can barely fucking see straight! Because today...! [Hook x4] (Today) I cried And I don't know why But today I cried And I don't know why