Silence

Verse 1 I was raised by my mom, she always had a struggle My life consists of pain, & lies, its been a couple I never wake up smilin', my heart is always sad Grandma is gone now, Fuck life, I'm so mad Look around, see the pain, this is what I've always had Tyson tries to help out, Ya know, RJ does & Chad I'm sick of people dyin', but it's like I'd like to join No kids from me, this world? They won't join I'm just a Conscience, so shit, listen up Grab that Bible, just as I'm gettin up Satan's watching me, he knows my every weakness I throw em off my shoulders, I relieve the nights that are sleepness And look, Dad's comin' in my life now. But why now? But still, that's my dad, fuck with em, I frown Days go by, I don't speak, I'm insecure I'm just this childish nigga, people say I'm immature But I don't understand Somebody hold my hand Growin up with 6 siblings, Daddy won't claim one But if you look at him & her, you'd think they were the same one Yeah Verse 2 My brother Kyran is almost ten, boy that nigga gettin' big I won't sign these silly niggas, mad they can't get a gig Fresh Money is my life, my heart my everything Jesus Christ is like really the only King My Grandma is my friend, without her I'd die I just want Silence, because I'm about to cry My mom acts as if she doesn't give a fuck about me Little does she know, she ain't shit without me I used to sit back, listen to my parents fight I know some shit about my Dad, I give that nigga fright I love my Uncle Mike I love Mara too. Ha! Bitch sike Yeah, & in 3rd grade, I was badly bullied I read the Bible, I try to get the message clearly And I get so mad, all my little siblings fear me I think I need a damn Therapist And to the system, I'm irrelevant Uh, Fresh Money is Children who rap to escape life My sisters dad just went to prison, for robbin' with a Knife So she needs a father figure, I guess I'll take the Role But just understand, the world is so cold Yeah Verse 3 Look, 3 verses, & I've explained all this shit This a life story, fuck gettin' a hit Breezy was the nigga, but he decided to split Uh, I cry because of Anger of gettin disrespected I got a sis named Arien, by Dad she gets neglected I'm sorry little baby sister My knees has so many blisters And God gave me forgiveness I'm leavin' my Mark, make sure you witness But look, Ima tall nigga 5'7 with the crooked teeth I say all this shit, so you can't judge me I'm 15, still talkin' to imaginaries I'm not Suicidal, crazy I am, very Uh.....