What I Say and What I Mean

Walking from the past, but I don't think I've said my goodbyes; Sometimes I just find that they keep sneaking up from behind... Closing up the wounds, I suppose it's best to take some more time; Then what do I find? That we've closed every door in our lives... Cause I know you're the only one for me; Quit standing in my sleep... "Never going back and forth, I'm only going forward," that's what I keep saying; "Never going back and forth, I'm only going back," that's what I mean... Something haunts my dreams; Don't know what it means... Itching at the scabs only makes my troubles run high Cause scratching at my sheets makes my bark much worse than my bite... Itching for a fight - it's your nails a-running over my spine Cause the doors are open, and they keep swirling back to my mind... And I know you're the only one for me Quit standing in my dreams... "Never going back and forth, I'm only going forward," that's what I keep saying; "Never going back and forth, I'm only going back," that's what I mean... Something haunts my sleep; Don't know what it means... "Never going back and forth, I'm only going forward," that's what I keep saying; "Never going back and forth, I'm only going back," that's what I mean... My screws are loose, my noose is tight I'm lost, I'm back and forth, I'm in between... My screws are loose, my noose is tight I'm lost, I'm back and forth, I'm in between...